Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Chapter 10:Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you,"declares the Lord,"plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and future. "
Indeed a powerful verse that striken me. Tonight, in spite of having 3 major test ( Bio, Physics, and A Maths), I went back to sanctuary for a session with Neil Smith n his Planet Shakers team... Awesome, yet striking message for all youth leaders in whole KK... Never regret of going, and most of all, somehow, this verse has striken into my heart for the reason why should I lean on Him alone in everything, in youth... studies....
All the leaders in youth knew that our youth ministry somehow lose the touch from God, and we all like sitting ducks, dunno what to do and only just have to pray for God's delivering... But in the middle of that, I questioned myself did I give my best to God? Is there something to do with my attitude... putting studies first then God? Somehow, I felt very bad with it, and I dunno that the enemy had blinded me from God with my anxiety, and my worries of my future... A fool...
Could I ever, turn back and mend the mess I have made? I hope so, but I'm glad that I have found my passion for youth and for my church, though personally speaking, being hurt for all the "collision"... no one's perfect, where am I? hahaha, laughed myself for all my foolishness...
Passion, I have found it, its time for me to act it out, and just believe in God that all things will be possible... remember, Kenneth, remember for all the prophesies from ppl U respect, don't let them be dumped to the waste... U know urself, what u should do... I believe in You...
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