Sunday, September 05, 2004
Chapter 6: Testings U all may wonder how lond I didn't post in my page? Well, I guess over the weeks of testings and tribulations, I finally found my answer to my sufferings and pain. God, is my shelter and my tower. I look strong from the outside, yet weak from the inside. A Coconut, I am. Hard from the outside, yet soft from the inside. After all the misunderstandings I've been through, I can overcome them by faith in God that He would take control in everything... When I look through my previous posts, indeed God would take control the whole situation, its in His timing, not mine... Not me to handle, but God that take control in my life...
After "Mission Himpossible" camp, I realised that God has been working and blessed my life in me... It would be my 3rd same prophesy given by different pastors affirms me that God would really wanna utilise me in all aspects of life... the point is how? I really couldn't find the answer for the moment, yet I'm still seeking for the answer to my question... From the humility in STAR crew, to the pride as a Assist Head Prefect, by looking through my years of youthhood, God is preparing me for greater length of leadership... I will answer His Call when the time is right... For the moment, what I wanna seek is God's heart, I wanna walk the path that King David had taken... I wanna be a man that seek God's heart, I wanna be a humble servant of God, I wanna surrender my pride to the Potter's hands... When will I be that stage? When will I finally saw a glimpse of His glory? I'm longing for...
Sometimes I'm a loner, yes I do feel that a lot of times, but this portion of my life would not help me to fulfill God's will, for the moment, I wanna build his Kingdom, I wanna multiply my DNA group, yeah...
My testings n sorrows have gone by, and its my time to pick myself up from my fall, and continue walk the path that Jesus had lighten up... The testings are over, but the seasons of greater joy and glory will come.... Amen...
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