Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Chapter 2: Life is an illusion?

School life sure as hectic as usual, with the buzzles in class to the quietness in the discipline board.... But sumtimes felt that life is an is illusion, today a friend was being nice to you, the next day will be hearing the stabbings from a "friend".

A loner, I am... though holding high positions in school, trying ways to do things efficiently, but even the greatest person on earth will had to face the ugliness of mankind... I wonder how King David being a great king in Jewish history? How Joshua could cross the river even though his own ppl does not support him to do so? How could Jesus had sacrifice himself for the salvation of the world??? These questions had been in my mind for years, and i had always reminisces them...

The answer, of these questions had long been answered, but always forgotten... how stupid i am, stupidity is my second name, its just pure love of God and only through God's way that all things is possible and delightful in His eyes.... Knowing that serving men will not make men satisfied, but giving the HEART to serve God will satisfy God contentedly... I have always forgotten about this... but truly, this reason will guide me and light my path.... Emmmanuel....

Life is not an illusion as long God is here with me, u... readers... not an essay or a compostion, but truly speaking, this are part of my heart's content... And God's word truly had comfort me and never parted me through times of trial, even through times where ppl call u stupid, but in God's eyes, u are His Child.... As long I live, God will be the centre of my life.... my comforter...

help...