Friday, September 24, 2004
Chapter 12: A grey day...
Today, it was supposingly a great day where I got a scholarship worth 1XXX pound sterling having the opportunity to study A levels there with my outstanding results... However, my father show no interest and mock the principal of the college... I'm super de angry with him for his stupidity and foolishness... Awww... Dunno how to say, I really wanna cry and mock him as he had mock the principal... Why always do my future ruined by him? Theres one time he scolded me for persuading him to go to church because we are very late... in front of the whole church, that day will I not forget ever and the hurt is still there... If I do not have Jesus in me, I would just putus hubungan with him... I never was proud to have a father like him... Everything that I had achieve is by my own strength, never will I receive any wise advice or something from him that I could look up to him... I hate his attitude, I really hate his attitude.... I hate the sin in him...
I managed to get that scolarship, but something more worth than that has gain a scar and I dunno when will I could not tolerate his attitude... Please, God help me....
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