Saturday, September 11, 2004
Chapter 8: Who Am I?
Just got back my SPM forecast result, I'm happy with my results but not satisfied, I thought I could get 9-10 As, but only manage to get 8 A's... at least I scored 6 A1 n 2 A2.... Unfortunately, these few days I kinda slacking around, being lazy and just plain lazy....
Talking about genuine, though I strive to achieve the highest goal, accomplishing my dreams ( none of them of course were accomplished) I just wondering do my existence do make an impact or a difference to one's life? Do I really surrounded by genuine friends? or am I just a loner? Somehow, I just really stuck with this question in my head... Whenever I'm about to go to youth in church (Skyline SIB- most happening place in KK), I always look down on myself that I am not important nor Im making any differences in church?
The other youths, like Jeremy, Benji, Eleni, and others do have their respective important roles in youth... For me, I'm just a lousy sound boy, who mess things up... and upset the system... yeah... How I wish I could do something like playing guitar or what... Quite moody today, although really trying to put a smile on my face, but still, look ok from the outside la...
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